Thursday, May 18, 2006

"Ah Beng" Consultant...

Sigh... first and foremost... this is something I;m not really proud of nor ashamed of just irritated by the stereotypical image of something I do not consider myself to be.

Anyway... just got commented by my manager that I am "Beng" AGAIN... and I'm really wearing a long sleeved shirt and tie everyday. I even put on specs instead of wearing contact lenses. For Singaporeans, the term "Ah Beng" will not be alien to you. But for the benefit of those who are not, I will try to explain what an "Ah Beng" is.

There are many definitions to what an "Ah Beng" is. Many of which are not really glamorous. I shall not elaborate all the different definitions here but this link will probably have relatively accurate perspective of what it means. I found it interesting because it is actually defined by a non-Singaporean. By the way the term "Ah Beng" originantes and is really only used in Singapore and maybe Malaysia.

An "Ah Beng", is typically a Chinese male, ill-mannered, tries to act cool by imitating the mannerisms and duplicate the image of street hooligans, loves to use vulgarities especially in hokkien, speaks alot of Hokkien and loves to swear, wears flambouyant clothes in a fashionably rebellious nature, may or may not be dangerous but tries to act like they are, have rebellious hairstyles especially for students who dye their hair and keep it long beyond their school's regulations, loves to hang out in groups and be publicly seen as what they are, could be regarded as a form of rebellion against the norm of our conservative and conformist society to be world class citizens of respectable status, could also be a form of peer influenced manifestation for male gender to look tough and be "bad".

Stereotyped misconceptions of "Ah Bengs" would be, poor in academia, involved in criminal activities or secret societies, have poor family backgrounds, loyal to their "brotherhood", bold and indifferent of other's opinions.

These are some of my own descriptives of what an "Ah Beng" is. I'M NOT REALLY LIKE THAT AM I? *growls*

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Dear Hilde...

The current book I'm reading is loaned from a friend. Indeed this is one book which I have been wanting to read for a long time without knowing exactly what it is about. Haha... finally I know what its about. I shall not try to give a book review on Sophie's World but in a way... it has encouraged me to daydream and inquire about alot of well... many of my friends would call them stupid things which I should not waste my time chewing over... Anyway trust me, its a book you would really want to pick up...

*by the way, I'm no philosophy lover geek*

memento mori...

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Nightingale

Been listening to a song and just realised part of the lyrics seemed awfully familiar,

... Does it seem like I'm looking for an answer
To a question I can't ask...

Did I feel this way before as well?